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I think I'm getting to that point where the labels for my gender don't really matter that much. I mean that non-binary genderqueer, or neuroqueer genderpunk are my labels, genderfluid and genderflux too, but I think I'm done trying to dig any further. I've spent so much time trying to find the microlabels that fit me but they still fail me. There are no words for my experience. I'm ready to just be myself.
It doesn't even really matter that my gender is fluid and in constant flux. That's just the way it is. I don't notice it in my everyday living. If I don't pay attention to why I select a certain garment -- the same way I don't pay attention to it with the earrings any longer -- it's almost as if my gender doesn't exist. It lives its own life. The same way as I should.