@punishmenthurts "stuff everyone knows, high school stuff."
And then, when you counter that insult, they counter back with "I was trying to help, you dont have to be so mean"
and this common idea that they only dish out revenge to bad people... I get hurt too much from that. They assume I'm bad, which in their minds, validates their desire to be mean to me.
I hate revenge. I believe revenge is wrong 100%. Dishing out revenge is fate's job.
@GreenRoc
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the secret is spanking. Having been spanked, they all feel legitimately aggrieved, the aggression all feels like fighting, “back,” for the spanked, because they have beatings and control in their pasts that they had to absorb and couldn’t fight back against. So they have this unlimited fighting “back,” they do that is never enough.
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That’s the magic, the secret of the uberman, the dominators, they have socially engineered a sort of free energy for conflict, and endless source of anger, buried and hidden in their early and preverbal abuse.
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Then they called it Human Nature and said God caused it, and then they have to turn around and explain to every child how God caused it and how the beatings don’t cause it.
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So in the moment, that’s a real feeling for them.
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There is no fixing this shit in the moment. They’re trapped. The fix has to be to somehow stop the spanking. That’s what I know.
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That’s my #AntisocializationTheory .
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