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Katy Elphinstone
@KatyElphinstone@mas.to  ·  activity timestamp 3 hours ago

#AskingAutistics

Do you get, or have you ever had, recurring nightmares?

If so, what were they about? What was the atmosphere like? And - if you remember - what were your feelings in them? Was there anything else notable about them, or making them different from other dreams?

Interested in your stories.

#Neurodivergent #ActuallyAutistic

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Roknrol
@roknrol@beige.party replied  ·  activity timestamp 2 hours ago

@KatyElphinstone I don't dream often, but when I do they are always different, except for the "feeling".

The feeling of helplessness.

Sometimes the dreams are that I'm at a party or in someone else's house, usually surrounded by people that I don't know, and the "feeling" is of generalized pressure to be "doing something"...yet, because it's a foreign environment it is impossible to know what I'm "supposed" to be doing.

Sometimes there are people that I know in the dream, but there's never an opportunity to ask them.

The pressure to *do* something is something that I experience daily anyway, so I imagine it stems from that.

Thanks puritanical work ethic!

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Katy Elphinstone
@KatyElphinstone@mas.to replied  ·  activity timestamp 3 hours ago

Here's one of mine that I used to have a lot:

(I was amazed when reading Donna Williams' book that she had similar ones to mine!)

I'm somewhere dangerous. On a boat in a storm. Or in a house in an earthquake, crumbling walls etc. There are a few kittens or puppies - occasionally even babies - I'm trying to keep safe and close. In a basket..or under my jacket, etc.

But I can't. It's confusing, with too much going on. They keep escaping, or falling, meowing & crying, & I know they'll die.. 😥

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Katy Elphinstone
@KatyElphinstone@mas.to replied  ·  activity timestamp 3 hours ago

In the dream I'm really panicking. Crying etc. I wake up crying. It's just horrible. I'm glad I don't have that one anymore.

I always thought, when I was younger, that those kittens or so were my future children.

It was Donna Williams who put me on to the fact that maybe they were parts of myself 🤷‍♀️

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